无言以对。。。

终于，我问出了原因．．．
原来，你们怪我，是因为我隐瞒你们．．．
你们怪我，是因为我没有告诉你们我对他的感觉．．．
其实，开始的时候，我也不确定我对他的感觉．．．
凯雁对我说，你很难确定你对一个人的感觉．．．
当感情稳定下来时，才会更加确定．．．

刚开始时，我看见了你久违对我的笑。。。
我还以为是清在今天之内可以解决，
原来，是不可以的。。。
当我问你，我们还会不会回到像以前一样时，
你给的答案却是：你觉得呢？？？
那就是说：不可能。。。
对吧？
问了这么多，问题还是一直重复：你们还想这样下去吗？你们要我怎么做？
可是答案还是一样：不知道。。。
那你们想怎样？？？
我有时会觉得，好像是你们不想挽留这份友谊。。。
我该做的也做了，我也道歉了，问你们要我怎么做才会原谅我，你们却说不知道。。。　
时间。。。时间。。。时间。。。
我知道你们需要时间，可是我们的时间已经不多了。。。　
你们想想看，我们能够天天相对的时间已经不多了，难道你们还要浪费时间吗？


算了，我解释再多也没有用，你们都听不进去。。。解释再多就是狡辩。。。
不是我没有努力，而是我已经尽力了。。。接下来的结局，不管是怎样，还是由你们来决定。。
解开心结的钥匙，我尝试了，可是却开不了，原来那把钥匙在你们身上，只有你们才能拿着那把钥匙，把心结解开。。。


我只能默默地等待那一刻的来临。。。


~Ginny~
~12.17am~

Pesta Ria~~~^o^~~~

5 year once de pesta ria was back yesterday...
yesterday,woke up at 6.15am...
very tired...
after prepared everything,left the house at 6.45am...
i sms with suet yan and ask her where is she...
ruap-rupanya she reached there liao...kesian dia...
well,when i reached there,i realised that quite many people reached the school liao leh...
then we started do all the preparation work liao...
tepat tepat pada pukul 9,PESTA RIA STARTED~~~
our stall got sell milo,nescafe,buns,cakes,jelly,cocktails and CHEESY WEDGES~~~
haha...
my first business was MILO ICE~~~sold at RM2 to 1 guy~~~
haha...means i enuf attractive lo...wakaka~~~XD
many people came 2 our stall is for cheesy wedges neh...
that 1 more attractive than me...
that 1 is RM2 per cup...
very berbaloi...
my friend said the best things she have eaten on that day is just our wedges and ice-cream je...
haha...shuang...
although is nt i fried de la,but most of them i sell de leh..XD
so,quite happy also la...
haha...

then me n sook hann have a break at around 10.30am...
we went n rayau-rayau around and found that it was quite bored...
we planned to go for mystery house de,but bcoz the queue was very long...
so we cancelled our plan liao...
after that,we went back our own stall and buy food and drinks from them...
well,our wedges really quite nice~~~^o^~~~
after that,i accompany suet yan go around again...
well....finally,i spent my money and left RM15!!!
i regret why i wan bought 2 coupons~~~
but after that i sold my coupon to one of the senior girl la...
coz ntg much 2 buy liao...
then i went back for duty again...T.T
kesian saya...work until 3pm...
then sumore need 2 lelong all the food out...
"everything 1 ringgit!!!semua seringgit!!!"
macam pasar borong je...
haiz...
after that clean up for them also...
like a payless worker...T.T


after that me,sin n qun plus yan yan de bf-kok hoong...
went to eat ice and jusco for movie-The Sorcerer Apprentice
erhmm...
is a quite nice movie and plus a bit funny lo...
and when watch untul half way,kok hoong gastric pula...
kesian dia...
during pesta ria asked him 2 eat he dun wan also...
now gastric la...dai sei...lol...so bad la...^o^~~~
well...then we went oldtown for our DINNER~~~


well,2day,i quite enjoy the time we being 2gather...
but,just,the feeling still got a bit weird...
and i duno hw 2 explain...
haiz...
well,i hope everything will be well soon...
alright,good night my blog...
muacksss~~~


~Ginny~
~11.39pm~

为什么要选择逃避呢？？？

为什么？？？
为什么？？？
为什么？？？？？？！！！！！！
为什么没有人能答到我为什么？？？
逃避不是解决问题的方法。。。
逃避并不代表问题不存在，而是你把它当作看不到。。。
看不到并不表示没有。。。。。。
问题，有，就是有。。。
原因，不是不知道要怎么讲，是你不想讲。。。
因为，你在逃避。。。


我真的累了，放过我好吗？？？
我玩不起了，我受不了了！！！！！！


~Ginny~
~12.30am~

he went back liao~~~T.T

today,i can feel that many people are in bad mood...
because of friend, because of NS and because of a lot of things...
well,today,i am in bad mood too...
because...........................
someone went back to australia liao...
yes, zk went back australia liao...
before he went back,me and sin met him at old town white coffee shop...
when he came,i really dunno what topic i can chat with him...
juz feel like some kind of emo...

and today,b4 he went back,i sms wif him la...
dunno why,early in the morning i cried...
i really cnt control myself...
although we just knew each other for not a long time,
but he is like a very close friend to me...
i dun understand why i willing to share my secret to him...


and before he go into aeroplane,he called me...
and that time i was sms with sin yin and i found out that both of us are in bad and emo mood...
when i heard his voice,i cried again...
haiz...
i really cnt control myself...
i hate myself why i so easily cry neh...
haiz...T.T


at here,i wish him 一路顺风，心想事成，考好成绩，回来庆祝...
我会默默地在这里，祝福你...^o^


~Ginny~
~11.18pm~

special day...^o^

today is a very special day...
i will remember it forever~~~^.^~~~


~Ginny~
~11.22pm~