finally started my semester 2 last week.
thank god because i passed my sem 1.
although the result not very good, but at least is still out of my expectation because i thought i score very worst.
well,our uni has merit system,which means if ur cgpa get 3.5 and above the u can deduct your fees by 30% for sem2.
unfortunately, my result was 3.40!!! omg!!! 差一点~~~
whatever. i cant do anything to change that but accept the fact.
well,finally here rains after few days of haze.
tonight it rains while i am awake.
i guess few days before it rains while i am sleeping, no wonder i can feel my room is quite cooling when i woke up. LOL
下雨天，一个人的时候，会特别寂寞。
不一定是感情上的寂寞，可能已经习惯家里总是有人吵吵闹闹，现在一个人住反而不习惯吧。
在大学也没有遇到知己，知心的朋友，所以就算有什么心事也没人可以诉苦。
如果说跟自己的好朋友诉苦，我又不是很喜欢用手机打字，因为觉得不像是在诉苦。
有任何事情要问别人的意见也很困难，我看我得学习有主见，别再依赖别人来帮自己做决定。
要独立！要有主见！要做回自己！不要为了任何人委屈自己！
加油！你可以的！！！ fighting!
*is time back to study*
~Ginny~
~10.10pm~
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
Friday, November 1, 2013
~Feeling lazy~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
OMG!! why i feel so lazy to study now???
because today is Thursday and gonna be home tomorrow and thats why?
maybe..perhaps..or that is the truth...
i used to tell myself that i will be studying at home during weekend,
but actually i do nothing at home other than enjoy my super easy life!
i feel sleepy but still dont willing to go to bed now because feel guilty on too early go to bed...
but i feel lazy to study too!
then how should i do leh?
so i BLOG lo! XD
everything is based on online and self learning..
no more spoon feeding in this level..
now i seems like still can cope with subjects in this course,
but i am afraid that i really seems like capable only but actually i am not..='(
i used to studied before the lecturer so that i wont be so confuse during the class..
but i realised that i tend not to pay attention in the class because i already know what the lecturer gonna teach in the class..
should i continue my way? or maybe i can read through before the class but not study it?
because i have no time for revision after i study those subjects needed for next class...
hmm..i should think some better ways to solve my questions!
erhmm~ coming few weeks will be hectic weeks..
because need to submit a lot of assignments and most of them are in power point and one of it is record video!
luckily most of them are work in groups but the assignment that require to record video is INDIVIDUAL WORK!!!
the most important point is, ALL THESE ASSIGNMENTS CONTRIBUTE MARKS TO UR GRADING!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
well, this system should be applied during high school time leh..
last time i was so hardworking to finish up all the homeworks and yet got nothing other than self improvement in that subjects...
if this way can apply during high school time then all my hard works paid on homework are valuable liao~ XD
alright, hope i really can cope with all these challenges i am facing right now...
TAN GIN WEI! ALL THE BEST!!!
GAMBATEH!!
AZA-AZA FIGHTING!!!
U CAN DO IT!!
ps: dont be so lazy anymore.. today is the last time! XP
~Ginny~
~12.10am~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
imma feeling lazy now~~~
OMG!! why i feel so lazy to study now???
because today is Thursday and gonna be home tomorrow and thats why?
maybe..perhaps..or that is the truth...
i used to tell myself that i will be studying at home during weekend,
but actually i do nothing at home other than enjoy my super easy life!
i feel sleepy but still dont willing to go to bed now because feel guilty on too early go to bed...
but i feel lazy to study too!
then how should i do leh?
so i BLOG lo! XD
everything is based on online and self learning..
no more spoon feeding in this level..
now i seems like still can cope with subjects in this course,
but i am afraid that i really seems like capable only but actually i am not..='(
i used to studied before the lecturer so that i wont be so confuse during the class..
but i realised that i tend not to pay attention in the class because i already know what the lecturer gonna teach in the class..
should i continue my way? or maybe i can read through before the class but not study it?
because i have no time for revision after i study those subjects needed for next class...
hmm..i should think some better ways to solve my questions!
erhmm~ coming few weeks will be hectic weeks..
because need to submit a lot of assignments and most of them are in power point and one of it is record video!
luckily most of them are work in groups but the assignment that require to record video is INDIVIDUAL WORK!!!
the most important point is, ALL THESE ASSIGNMENTS CONTRIBUTE MARKS TO UR GRADING!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
well, this system should be applied during high school time leh..
last time i was so hardworking to finish up all the homeworks and yet got nothing other than self improvement in that subjects...
if this way can apply during high school time then all my hard works paid on homework are valuable liao~ XD
alright, hope i really can cope with all these challenges i am facing right now...
TAN GIN WEI! ALL THE BEST!!!
GAMBATEH!!
AZA-AZA FIGHTING!!!
U CAN DO IT!!
ps: dont be so lazy anymore.. today is the last time! XP
~Ginny~
~12.10am~
Friday, October 11, 2013
First post done in uni~ =D
wow~ i am officially an IMU student right now~
should i feel happy or great about this?
maybe i should feel that i am fortunate enough that at least i can go back home once in a week although i rent a room at there..
well,as u can see from the title, this post is done within IMU..
now i was waiting my 2.45pm class and since i have ntg to do so i blog! XD
well,now,lets talk about my uni life here..
first day when i came into IMU, i accidentally met my secondary school friend here!
i was soooo happy that i met her because if without her i will be super lonely at here..
very pityful leh..T.T
first week was orientation week and i really had lots of fun with my group members!
seriously i like them sooooo much~
they make me feel warm being in IMU and wont feel lonely..
too bad and too sad orientation only last for 1 week..
i wish i can be with them for longer time but too bad, mostly all of us are from different couse..
seldom can meet and chat..T.T
but,luckily i met a gang of 38 friends here yesterday night..
yesterday night was senior junior night held by seniors from ND112..
it was really awesome night! =D
that night makes me met one 38 gang and eventually we spent a happy night too! teehee~~~=D
the lecturer classes just started for about one week and i had come acroos 4 subjects..
in IMU,they like go green and they like to put everything online especially lecturers' notes.
u have to print out and bring to the class..
or not u have to read it first become u go for that class.
they also have i-lecturer section which u can listen the lecturer's voice recoding while learning.
actually this is quite good but just some subject cannot open i-lecturer..
and some lecturer has mono tone voice and makes me feel sleepy when i listen to that.. @.@
well,maybe is just because of i still in sem1, actually my timetable quite free and some even have big gap in between the classes.
just like today, i only have class from 2.45pm-3.45pm and thats all for today!
why dont they make it earlier so that i can go home earlier?
i miss my home so much lehhhh~~~ T.T
well, i think i should end this post here~
and tell everyone that i am coming home!! YEAH!!! =D
~Ginny~
~2.19pm~
~in IMU~ =)
should i feel happy or great about this?
maybe i should feel that i am fortunate enough that at least i can go back home once in a week although i rent a room at there..
well,as u can see from the title, this post is done within IMU..
now i was waiting my 2.45pm class and since i have ntg to do so i blog! XD
well,now,lets talk about my uni life here..
first day when i came into IMU, i accidentally met my secondary school friend here!
i was soooo happy that i met her because if without her i will be super lonely at here..
very pityful leh..T.T
first week was orientation week and i really had lots of fun with my group members!
seriously i like them sooooo much~
they make me feel warm being in IMU and wont feel lonely..
too bad and too sad orientation only last for 1 week..
i wish i can be with them for longer time but too bad, mostly all of us are from different couse..
seldom can meet and chat..T.T
but,luckily i met a gang of 38 friends here yesterday night..
yesterday night was senior junior night held by seniors from ND112..
it was really awesome night! =D
that night makes me met one 38 gang and eventually we spent a happy night too! teehee~~~=D
the lecturer classes just started for about one week and i had come acroos 4 subjects..
in IMU,they like go green and they like to put everything online especially lecturers' notes.
u have to print out and bring to the class..
or not u have to read it first become u go for that class.
they also have i-lecturer section which u can listen the lecturer's voice recoding while learning.
actually this is quite good but just some subject cannot open i-lecturer..
and some lecturer has mono tone voice and makes me feel sleepy when i listen to that.. @.@
well,maybe is just because of i still in sem1, actually my timetable quite free and some even have big gap in between the classes.
just like today, i only have class from 2.45pm-3.45pm and thats all for today!
why dont they make it earlier so that i can go home earlier?
i miss my home so much lehhhh~~~ T.T
well, i think i should end this post here~
and tell everyone that i am coming home!! YEAH!!! =D
~Ginny~
~2.19pm~
~in IMU~ =)
Monday, September 30, 2013
first day in uni + HoMe sIcK~~~
i am having home sicking right now...T.T
i am having home sicking right now...T.T
i am having home sicking right now...T.T
today,i finally started my new chapter of my life-my uni life in IMU.
yesterday i had moved into a room that i rent in an apartment so that easier for my uni life.
at first i was ok, but when i lye down on the bed my tears started coming out.
i also dont know why.
just felt so lonely at here because i was staying alone in a single room.
and this makes me insomnia for so long and eventually i dont have enough sleep.=_=
well,my first day of uni was from 8am-8pm.
luckily i have done all my things much more earlier and i back to my room before 12 noon.
this is the benefit of renting a room near ur uni..=D
by on the air-cond, i invited my old school mates and her housemates come to my room and have our lunch.
this is sooooo enjoyable~ XD
before i had my lunch, i called my mom and told her what happen on this morning plus yesterday's night time's issues.
just right before i end the call,i felt my tears is running in my eye and i broke down again when i ended the call.
well,maybe because this is my first time staying so far away from home and is not the purpose of vacation, and i very fast start home sick already.
plus when i came back from uni after ended all activities,the feeling of going back a room that staying alone and u have no one can talk to at the moment plus no one cook for ur lunch and dinner plus waiting for u to come back,gather all these kind of feelings and i broke down again.
first time i felt myself is so WEAK and so easy to break down.
well,i really have no idea how am i going to spend my 4 years of life in this room.
what in my mind now is i want weekend to reach as fast as possible although this week is the most fun week in uni life bcoz having orientation.
but whatever, the most important thing is i can go home as fast as i could.
mom,i really miss u so much.
please forgive me that i am not daring enough to say in front of u and only can pass my message to u thru here.
I LOVE U,MOM~ <3>
~Ginny~
~11.11pm~
i am having home sicking right now...T.T
i am having home sicking right now...T.T
today,i finally started my new chapter of my life-my uni life in IMU.
yesterday i had moved into a room that i rent in an apartment so that easier for my uni life.
at first i was ok, but when i lye down on the bed my tears started coming out.
i also dont know why.
just felt so lonely at here because i was staying alone in a single room.
and this makes me insomnia for so long and eventually i dont have enough sleep.=_=
well,my first day of uni was from 8am-8pm.
luckily i have done all my things much more earlier and i back to my room before 12 noon.
this is the benefit of renting a room near ur uni..=D
by on the air-cond, i invited my old school mates and her housemates come to my room and have our lunch.
this is sooooo enjoyable~ XD
before i had my lunch, i called my mom and told her what happen on this morning plus yesterday's night time's issues.
just right before i end the call,i felt my tears is running in my eye and i broke down again when i ended the call.
well,maybe because this is my first time staying so far away from home and is not the purpose of vacation, and i very fast start home sick already.
plus when i came back from uni after ended all activities,the feeling of going back a room that staying alone and u have no one can talk to at the moment plus no one cook for ur lunch and dinner plus waiting for u to come back,gather all these kind of feelings and i broke down again.
first time i felt myself is so WEAK and so easy to break down.
well,i really have no idea how am i going to spend my 4 years of life in this room.
what in my mind now is i want weekend to reach as fast as possible although this week is the most fun week in uni life bcoz having orientation.
but whatever, the most important thing is i can go home as fast as i could.
mom,i really miss u so much.
please forgive me that i am not daring enough to say in front of u and only can pass my message to u thru here.
I LOVE U,MOM~ <3>
~Ginny~
~11.11pm~
Friday, August 23, 2013
1st post in year 2013
wow~ really long time no blog liao.. one year plus leh~
actually is i become lazy to blog after i owned a smart phone..
because we can done everything by using smart phone and that makes me seldom use my lappy..
well,i think this will be a long post since i need to write whatever happened in this one year time..
1) NEW hairstyle!
after STPM,i went for hair cut. i decided to cut short my hair. how short? let me show u the picture..hehe..
da lang~~actually i have make up my mind to cut short my hair after form5. but because of studying form 6 and short hair will be hard to maintain,so i cut it after finish my uniform life~XD
how is it? long hair better or short hair? welcome to leave ur comment here anytime~ hehe~=)
2) STPM
well, i dont know how to describe this. But i did my very best for this, except for maths. and now i super regret..>_<..but luckily once the result is out is beyond my expectation la.. But i was hit by my friend's word as she said: with this kind of result, is hanging half way, not consider as very good,but not bad also. what kind of courses u will get in local university? haiz...and as predicted, i got a food science course in local university in Terengganu. To be more accurate, the name of the course is food service and nutrition. WHAT?? food service?? whatever. I wanted so much to become a vet and that is the reason i went for form 6. But at the end,i cant get the offer of vet. Other top students that wanted so much to study medicine and end up getting vet, i wanted so much to study vet and end up get a food science course. Is that so hard to fulfill my dream? My parents also disagree with my decision. And now end up study in private. This makes me a bit regret of taking STPM... but there is no return road,so,just accept it. And honestly speaking, i have no getting any B in my important exam for UPSR,PMR,SPM. And now i have 2Bs in STPM..haiz..kinda of jealous those people who have straight As. But they did pay a lot of effort in it la..so jelly also no use..
3) Plan of going indon
I found an agent that can send students go indon to study medic courses. And surprisingly my dad allow me to go for that. One of my form 6 friend did apply for that also. But, end up i did not get the first uni i applied. but my friend got that! That time i was super upset and plus a bit of jealous also. I dont get why she manage to enter that uni since my result is better than her in STPM! And suddenly i think of she did fill in her dad's salary in very large amount which the the largest choice in that form. And i also heard about those overseas's local uni also choose students depends on economy background.well, i feel so unfair. or maybe i did not do very well during interview part. but this is so unfair that u choose that students because of he/she good in speaking?good in speaking does not mean that he/she will have good academic result also!! I did not give up because i have another back up uni. I really work very hard for the other exam. but because of the marking system,each wrong answer will be deduct 1 mark and i decided not to tembak. i have another friend who missed out the instruction part and tembak some question. Unfortunately, i failed to get a place my back up uni also. and my friend who tembak got into that uni! WTF???!!! she is a student got not very good result in a-level and need to restudy foundation class in college. AND SHE GOT OFFER BUT NOT ME!! WHY????again,i feel so unfair...most of the friends i knew in tuition class for indon uni exam got offer from both uni,just i did not get any offer. WHY MY HARD WORK DID NOT PAY OFF?? WHY THIS WORLD IS SO UNFAIR???!!
4) Long waited trip to perth~
on 24th of july,me,qun n sin took air asia flight to perth and find yanz. me n qun did not sleep much because of the noisiness of children in plane. and i was awake by one cough sound of a passenger! the passenger seems like sengaja cough at my place and i was frighten and woke up.=_=and we end up watch running man in plane and sin seems like sleeps soundly. when we reach airport, we can feel the coldness in perth because it was just about 6am in the morning. and we waited for about 50mins or one hour, finally yan come dy.. actually is our pilot speeding and reached perth at earlier time..XD..we spent our 9 days of vacation at there happily and very relaxing because the life at perth is slow and steady. We went outskirt to Albany and the weather there is even more freezing! we went to the gap and watch the gap.XD.. the wind there is super strong and i feel that i nearly can be blown away by the wind. haha! even i so fat also can blow away,just imagine how strong the wind is. when yanz uni started, i follow her to school by walk to bus station and take bus to school plus sneak into her classes and listen to class..haha! i love the feeling of studying at overseas. the building there also super nice! i even can find peacock and dukies in her uni! omo~ so adorable~~lets look at some picture ba~
according to yanz, her school has the oldest building in western australia. although is oldest building but still very nice and i like the feel. i really wish can study at here..=)
and finally,i manage to meet my koala and kangaroo!!! lets have a look on the picture again~
me and koala~~~
kangaroo mama~ the one is baby kangaroo's leg~
white kangaroo~ albino species~
just about 9 days in perth, i have spent about rm2000++~ omg~ come back malaysia gonna tie tight my stomach already. and i guess i gain weight dy..but not dare to weigh myself because cant accept the fact that i really gain weight liao.. hahaha!XD
although we spent only 9 days with each other, but this is really a very memorable trip.. the memories we created cannot be wiped off and will stay in my memory forever.
alright, big things that happen in this year already mentioned liao. gonna stop at here.
more stories to be uploaded soon~ =)
good night~
~Ginny~
~12.51am~
actually is i become lazy to blog after i owned a smart phone..
because we can done everything by using smart phone and that makes me seldom use my lappy..
well,i think this will be a long post since i need to write whatever happened in this one year time..
1) NEW hairstyle!
after STPM,i went for hair cut. i decided to cut short my hair. how short? let me show u the picture..hehe..
da lang~~actually i have make up my mind to cut short my hair after form5. but because of studying form 6 and short hair will be hard to maintain,so i cut it after finish my uniform life~XD
how is it? long hair better or short hair? welcome to leave ur comment here anytime~ hehe~=)
2) STPM
well, i dont know how to describe this. But i did my very best for this, except for maths. and now i super regret..>_<..but luckily once the result is out is beyond my expectation la.. But i was hit by my friend's word as she said: with this kind of result, is hanging half way, not consider as very good,but not bad also. what kind of courses u will get in local university? haiz...and as predicted, i got a food science course in local university in Terengganu. To be more accurate, the name of the course is food service and nutrition. WHAT?? food service?? whatever. I wanted so much to become a vet and that is the reason i went for form 6. But at the end,i cant get the offer of vet. Other top students that wanted so much to study medicine and end up getting vet, i wanted so much to study vet and end up get a food science course. Is that so hard to fulfill my dream? My parents also disagree with my decision. And now end up study in private. This makes me a bit regret of taking STPM... but there is no return road,so,just accept it. And honestly speaking, i have no getting any B in my important exam for UPSR,PMR,SPM. And now i have 2Bs in STPM..haiz..kinda of jealous those people who have straight As. But they did pay a lot of effort in it la..so jelly also no use..
3) Plan of going indon
I found an agent that can send students go indon to study medic courses. And surprisingly my dad allow me to go for that. One of my form 6 friend did apply for that also. But, end up i did not get the first uni i applied. but my friend got that! That time i was super upset and plus a bit of jealous also. I dont get why she manage to enter that uni since my result is better than her in STPM! And suddenly i think of she did fill in her dad's salary in very large amount which the the largest choice in that form. And i also heard about those overseas's local uni also choose students depends on economy background.well, i feel so unfair. or maybe i did not do very well during interview part. but this is so unfair that u choose that students because of he/she good in speaking?good in speaking does not mean that he/she will have good academic result also!! I did not give up because i have another back up uni. I really work very hard for the other exam. but because of the marking system,each wrong answer will be deduct 1 mark and i decided not to tembak. i have another friend who missed out the instruction part and tembak some question. Unfortunately, i failed to get a place my back up uni also. and my friend who tembak got into that uni! WTF???!!! she is a student got not very good result in a-level and need to restudy foundation class in college. AND SHE GOT OFFER BUT NOT ME!! WHY????again,i feel so unfair...most of the friends i knew in tuition class for indon uni exam got offer from both uni,just i did not get any offer. WHY MY HARD WORK DID NOT PAY OFF?? WHY THIS WORLD IS SO UNFAIR???!!
4) Long waited trip to perth~
on 24th of july,me,qun n sin took air asia flight to perth and find yanz. me n qun did not sleep much because of the noisiness of children in plane. and i was awake by one cough sound of a passenger! the passenger seems like sengaja cough at my place and i was frighten and woke up.=_=and we end up watch running man in plane and sin seems like sleeps soundly. when we reach airport, we can feel the coldness in perth because it was just about 6am in the morning. and we waited for about 50mins or one hour, finally yan come dy.. actually is our pilot speeding and reached perth at earlier time..XD..we spent our 9 days of vacation at there happily and very relaxing because the life at perth is slow and steady. We went outskirt to Albany and the weather there is even more freezing! we went to the gap and watch the gap.XD.. the wind there is super strong and i feel that i nearly can be blown away by the wind. haha! even i so fat also can blow away,just imagine how strong the wind is. when yanz uni started, i follow her to school by walk to bus station and take bus to school plus sneak into her classes and listen to class..haha! i love the feeling of studying at overseas. the building there also super nice! i even can find peacock and dukies in her uni! omo~ so adorable~~lets look at some picture ba~
according to yanz, her school has the oldest building in western australia. although is oldest building but still very nice and i like the feel. i really wish can study at here..=)
and finally,i manage to meet my koala and kangaroo!!! lets have a look on the picture again~
kangaroo mama~ the one is baby kangaroo's leg~
just about 9 days in perth, i have spent about rm2000++~ omg~ come back malaysia gonna tie tight my stomach already. and i guess i gain weight dy..but not dare to weigh myself because cant accept the fact that i really gain weight liao.. hahaha!XD
although we spent only 9 days with each other, but this is really a very memorable trip.. the memories we created cannot be wiped off and will stay in my memory forever.
alright, big things that happen in this year already mentioned liao. gonna stop at here.
more stories to be uploaded soon~ =)
good night~
~Ginny~
~12.51am~
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
好久不见~
哇~
真的好久好久没有上来这里了。。
蜘蛛们都住得超爽的。。呵呵。。。
难得假期嘛，当然是要上来一下下的咯。。
而且还是偷用我妹妹的电脑来上的。。呵呵。。
自从有了新的电话后，真得很少开启我的电脑了。。
除非我有什么文件要处理，不然的话，上网，看戏，玩游戏，
一架智能手机就能搞定了。。
有了智能手机后，我发觉，人与人之间的沟通越来越少了。。
在等待的同时，以前的我们，是会跟对方聊天；
但现在呢？
是拿起手机不停地划来划去，
个个都变成了低头族。。
真没意思。。。
可是，其实我自己也是这样。。。唉~~~
今天，看了“桃姐”这部戏。。
也许你已听到这个名字就会觉得这部电影很闷。。
但我不这么认为。。
看完之后，觉得这部电影真的还蛮闷的。。
可是不知道为什么，它还是能够吸引到我看完整部电影。。
可能这就是为什么这部电影大受好评的原因吧！
是我变了吗？还是我长大了？看戏时所领悟到的道理都不一样了？
也许吧！
放假的这两个星期，一个星期内有三天是要去补习的。。。
真累。。
可是当自己颓废在家，不做任何事情时，又觉得自己很懒惰，很内疚。。
人啊~总是这样矛盾的。。
当拥有时，一点都不珍惜：直到失去了以后，才知那是多么的难能可贵。。。
我，
也一样。。。
所以说，要学习珍惜。。。
好难。。。
不说了~bye~ =)
~Ginny~
~10.25pm~
Sunday, April 8, 2012
long time no blog~XD
today, i was reminded by a friend that my blog already have a lot of spiders on it and webs are all around~
tats why i m here now...
haha... XD
after school reopen,life is getting more busy and i have no time to blog..
maybe no mood to blog..hehe..
well, ntg special to tell
ntg special to express,
maybe just like the sound of clicking on my keyboard..
it sounds so special for me when i m the one who still awake in my house now...
i love the keyboard sound~
i love the moment when i m alone~
i love the moment of blogging in the midnight because no one will chase after you and ask you to go and sleep or bla bla bla~~~=D
blogging is a kinda good way for us to release our stress if u have no one can tell or understand ur problem...
well~being single for so long, actually i m quite enjoy the moment of being single or being alone...
eat alone,sleep alone,shopping alone,study alone..FOREVER ALONE~HAHAHA!!!XD
horoscopes said that Libra is the horoscope which hates alone the most, but i started to feel that i like to be alone!
haha! weird people right??lolx~
but actually, in the deeeeeeeeeeeeeep in of my heart, i wished and prayed hard so that i could find someone that really can understand me very well although i never speak a word...
i dont like to confess my true feelings to others,i hope that i could find someone that really understand my feelings through all my actions and facial expressions.. and he/she knows what to do to comfort me...
i really do hope for that...
so,
now,
i m gonna go to my bed,
and lye down,
close my eyes,
and dream of it~ XD
nitez~<3
~Ginny~
~2.57am~
tats why i m here now...
haha... XD
after school reopen,life is getting more busy and i have no time to blog..
maybe no mood to blog..hehe..
well, ntg special to tell
ntg special to express,
maybe just like the sound of clicking on my keyboard..
it sounds so special for me when i m the one who still awake in my house now...
i love the keyboard sound~
i love the moment when i m alone~
i love the moment of blogging in the midnight because no one will chase after you and ask you to go and sleep or bla bla bla~~~=D
blogging is a kinda good way for us to release our stress if u have no one can tell or understand ur problem...
well~being single for so long, actually i m quite enjoy the moment of being single or being alone...
eat alone,sleep alone,shopping alone,study alone..FOREVER ALONE~HAHAHA!!!XD
horoscopes said that Libra is the horoscope which hates alone the most, but i started to feel that i like to be alone!
haha! weird people right??lolx~
but actually, in the deeeeeeeeeeeeeep in of my heart, i wished and prayed hard so that i could find someone that really can understand me very well although i never speak a word...
i dont like to confess my true feelings to others,i hope that i could find someone that really understand my feelings through all my actions and facial expressions.. and he/she knows what to do to comfort me...
i really do hope for that...
so,
now,
i m gonna go to my bed,
and lye down,
close my eyes,
and dream of it~ XD
nitez~<3
~Ginny~
~2.57am~
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