Friday, August 23, 2013

1st post in year 2013

wow~ really long time no blog liao.. one year plus leh~
actually is i become lazy to blog after i owned a smart phone..
because we can done everything by using smart phone and that makes me seldom use my lappy..
well,i think this will be a long post since i need to write whatever happened in this one year time.. 


1) NEW hairstyle!
after STPM,i went for hair cut. i decided to cut short my hair. how short? let me show u the picture..hehe..


da lang~~actually i have make up my mind to cut short my hair after form5. but because of studying form 6 and short hair will be hard to maintain,so i cut it after finish my uniform life~XD
how is it? long hair better or short hair? welcome to leave ur comment here anytime~ hehe~=)


2) STPM
well, i dont know how to describe this. But i did my very best for this, except for maths. and now i super regret..>_<..but luckily once the result is out is beyond my expectation la.. But i was hit by my friend's word as she said: with this kind of result, is hanging half way, not consider as very good,but not bad also. what kind of courses u will get in local university? haiz...and as predicted, i got a food science course in local university in Terengganu. To be more accurate, the name of the course is food service and nutrition. WHAT?? food service?? whatever. I wanted so much to become a vet and that is the reason i went for form 6. But at the end,i cant get the offer of vet. Other top students that wanted so much to study medicine and end up getting vet, i wanted so much to study vet and end up get a food science course. Is that so hard to fulfill my dream? My parents also disagree with my decision. And now end up study in private. This makes me a bit regret of taking STPM... but there is no return road,so,just accept it. And honestly speaking, i have no getting any B in my important exam for UPSR,PMR,SPM. And now i have 2Bs in STPM..haiz..kinda of jealous those people who have straight As. But they did pay a lot of effort in it la..so jelly also no use..


3) Plan of going indon
I found an agent that can send students go indon to study medic courses. And surprisingly my dad allow me to go for that. One of my form 6 friend did apply for that also. But, end up i did not get the first uni i applied. but my friend got that! That time i was super upset and plus a bit of jealous also. I dont get why she manage to enter that uni since my result is better than her in STPM! And suddenly i think of she did fill in her dad's salary in very large amount which the the largest choice in that form. And i also heard about those overseas's local uni also choose students depends on economy background.well, i feel so unfair. or maybe i did not do very well during interview part. but this is so unfair that u choose that students because of he/she good in speaking?good in speaking does not mean that he/she will have good academic result also!! I did not give up because i have another back up uni. I really work very hard for the other exam. but because of the marking system,each wrong answer will be deduct 1 mark and i decided not to tembak. i have another friend who missed out the instruction part and tembak some question. Unfortunately, i failed to get a place my back up uni also. and my friend who tembak got into that uni! WTF???!!! she is a student got not very good result in a-level and need to restudy foundation class in college. AND SHE GOT OFFER BUT NOT ME!! WHY????again,i feel so unfair...most of the friends i knew in tuition class for indon uni exam got offer from both uni,just i did not get any offer. WHY MY HARD WORK DID NOT PAY OFF?? WHY THIS WORLD IS SO UNFAIR???!!


4) Long waited trip to perth~
 on 24th of july,me,qun n sin took air asia flight to perth and find yanz. me n qun did not sleep much because of the noisiness of children in plane. and i was awake by one cough sound of a passenger! the passenger seems like sengaja cough at my place and i was frighten and woke up.=_=and we end up watch running man in plane and sin seems like sleeps soundly. when we reach airport, we can feel the coldness in perth because it was just about 6am in the morning. and we waited for about 50mins or one hour, finally yan come dy.. actually is our pilot speeding and reached perth at earlier time..XD..we spent our 9 days of vacation at there happily and very relaxing because the life at perth is slow and steady. We went outskirt to Albany and the weather there is even more freezing! we went to the gap and watch the gap.XD.. the wind there is super strong and i feel that i nearly can be blown away by the wind. haha! even i so fat also can blow away,just imagine how strong the wind is. when yanz uni started, i follow her to school by walk to bus station and take bus to school plus sneak into her classes and listen to class..haha! i love the feeling of studying at overseas. the building there also super nice! i even can find peacock and dukies in her uni! omo~ so adorable~~lets look at some picture ba~




according to yanz, her school has the oldest building in western australia. although is oldest building but still very nice and i like the feel. i really wish can study at here..=)
and finally,i manage to meet my koala and kangaroo!!! lets have a look on the picture again~
                                                                 me and koala~~~




                                                     kangaroo mama~ the one is baby kangaroo's leg~

                                                    white kangaroo~ albino species~

just about 9 days in perth, i have spent about rm2000++~ omg~ come back malaysia gonna tie tight my stomach already. and i guess i gain weight dy..but not dare to weigh myself because cant accept the fact that i really gain weight liao.. hahaha!XD
although we spent only 9 days with each other, but this is really a very memorable trip.. the memories we created cannot be wiped off and will stay in my memory forever.


alright, big things that happen in this year already mentioned liao. gonna stop at here.
more stories to be uploaded soon~ =)
good night~



~Ginny~
~12.51am~


Wednesday, June 6, 2012

好久不见~

哇~
真的好久好久没有上来这里了。。 
蜘蛛们都住得超爽的。。呵呵。。。 
难得假期嘛,当然是要上来一下下的咯。。
而且还是偷用我妹妹的电脑来上的。。呵呵。。  
自从有了新的电话后,真得很少开启我的电脑了。。 
除非我有什么文件要处理,不然的话,上网,看戏,玩游戏,
一架智能手机就能搞定了。。 
有了智能手机后,我发觉,人与人之间的沟通越来越少了。。 
在等待的同时,以前的我们,是会跟对方聊天;
但现在呢?
是拿起手机不停地划来划去,
个个都变成了低头族。。 
真没意思。。。
可是,其实我自己也是这样。。。唉~~~


今天,看了“桃姐”这部戏。。 
也许你已听到这个名字就会觉得这部电影很闷。。
但我不这么认为。。 
看完之后,觉得这部电影真的还蛮闷的。。 
可是不知道为什么,它还是能够吸引到我看完整部电影。。
可能这就是为什么这部电影大受好评的原因吧!
是我变了吗?还是我长大了?看戏时所领悟到的道理都不一样了?
也许吧!


放假的这两个星期,一个星期内有三天是要去补习的。。。 
真累。。 
可是当自己颓废在家,不做任何事情时,又觉得自己很懒惰,很内疚。。 
人啊~总是这样矛盾的。。 
当拥有时,一点都不珍惜:直到失去了以后,才知那是多么的难能可贵。。。  
我,
也一样。。。
所以说,要学习珍惜。。。
好难。。。  


不说了~bye~ =)


~Ginny~
~10.25pm~



Sunday, April 8, 2012

long time no blog~XD

today, i was reminded by a friend that my blog already have a lot of spiders on it and webs are all around~
tats why i m here now...
haha... XD


after school reopen,life is getting more busy and i have no time to blog..
maybe no mood to blog..hehe..
well, ntg special to tell
ntg special to express,
maybe just like the sound of clicking on my keyboard..
it sounds so special for me when i m the one who still awake in my house now...
i love the keyboard sound~
i love the moment when i m alone~
i love the moment of blogging in the midnight because no one will chase after you and ask you to go and sleep or bla bla bla~~~=D
blogging is a kinda good way for us to release our stress if u have no one can tell or understand ur problem...


well~being single for so long, actually i m quite enjoy the moment of being single or being alone...
eat alone,sleep alone,shopping alone,study alone..FOREVER ALONE~HAHAHA!!!XD
horoscopes said that Libra is the horoscope which hates alone the most, but i started to feel that i like to be alone!
haha! weird people right??lolx~
but actually, in the deeeeeeeeeeeeeep in of my heart, i wished and prayed hard so that i could find someone that really can understand me very well although i never speak a word...
i dont like to confess my true feelings to others,i hope that i could find someone that really understand my feelings through all my actions and facial expressions.. and he/she knows what to do to comfort me...
i really do hope for that...
so,
now,
i m gonna go to my bed,
and lye down,
close my eyes,
and dream of it~ XD
nitez~<3


~Ginny~
~2.57am~

Sunday, February 19, 2012

第87篇。。。

实在想不到要写什么题目了,就写这是第几篇吧!

今天,
心情很糟糕很糟糕。。。
糟糕到迁怒于别人。。。
在这里我要说声对不起。。
对于今天我对你们发的脾气,实在是很对不起。。
我承认,我的情绪管理不好,
因为某一个人而影响到了我一整天的情绪。。。
从昨晚到今天,一整天都开心不起来。。
总觉得怪怪的。。。
我觉得自己很可笑。。
别人都不在乎了,那自己还在乎些什么?
你在这里伤心流泪,他知道吗?
你在这里发脾气,他知道吗?
你在这里忧郁,他知道吗?
你在这里感到介意,他知道吗?
问题是,你的一切,他还想知道吗???
既然他不想知道,那就算了吧!
既然他不把你放在心上,那你也没有必要把他放在心上。。。
既然他作出了这样的选择,就由他去吧!
你再也不需要找任何的理由来解释他的一举一动了。。
因为,已经不关你的事了。。
你不要那么8瓜。。
不要乱乱去8别人的事。。。
否则,受伤的,最终还是你自己,也没有人会可怜你,
因为。。。
是你自己找来的!!!


~Ginny~
~3.14am~

Saturday, February 18, 2012

情人节快乐~~~

情人节快乐~~~
口口声声祝别人快乐,
那,
你自己快乐吗?
你也不知道。。
都不干你的事。。。
有没有男朋友,庆祝也没用。。
所以,只好跟最忠心的朋友-生物课本度过情人节。。
班上有个同学说的没有错,情人节,是single awareness day...
提醒你,你还是单身,你还是一个人,
最主要的是,你是寂寞的。。。
寂寞是很恐怖的东西。。
当他偷偷来袭时,他会带着回忆一起袭击你,
杀你个措手不及。。
让你毫无半点反抗之力。。
就死在他们之下。。。
却没有任何的复活能力。。。
只能让他们慢慢地把你吞下。。。
无人晓得你已被吞噬了。。。
这就是最可悲的地方。。。
没有人知道你的痛,
没有人知道你是故作坚强,
没有人知道你的心已碎了,
没有人了解你现在的感受,
更没有人知道,
你过得并不好。。。。。。。。。

今年的情人节,一点,都不快乐。。。


~Ginny~
~1.56am~

Sunday, February 5, 2012

强迫症~~

最近发觉自己好像有强迫症。。
不是去强迫别人,而是去强迫自己。。
总是在强迫自己去面对一些自己根本就不喜欢的人或事物。。
强迫自己去做自己根本就不喜欢的事。。
明明自己就不喜欢面对某某人,却硬着头皮去面对。。
感觉做人好假哦。。
可是,问题是,那个人都不知道我对他/她的厌恶感,我不可能在他/她的面前不爽的吧?
这样会给人家一种很矛盾的感觉。。。
我也不想破坏现在的关系。。。
做人真的好矛盾啊~~~
我宁可和我的猫交换身份,那我整天可以无所事事,
就只是吃,喝,玩,睡,
那该有多好?
真烦~
如果做回真正的自己,
我看,会很多人都不爽我吧?
呵呵~
不说了,
只是希望有人明白我的心声而已。。。


烦啊~烦~你和矛盾可以离我远远吗?
我会叫太阳公公和各位星星哥哥姐姐们好好照顾你们的。。。 别担心。。。


~Ginny~
~1.52am~

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Happy Chinese New Year~新年快乐~

wohoo~~
1 more day will be chinese new year dy~
yeah!
the kids are very happy because they gonna get ang pau~
but too bad,the adults are busy because they gonna give ang pau..
haha..XD...
what a big contra..haha..XD..
chinese new year is also a chance for me to buy new and nice clothes..
is a very good reason for me to have outing with my dearest friends~
haha...
but,
duno why this year dont have much feeling although chinese new year is just around the corner..
but hor, i still love shopping~~~
super love and super like!
although after that will be super tired,
but i really enjoying the moment of shopping with friends,chit chating and laughing..
haha...XD...
haha...
feeling weird on this post la..
the title stated happy chinese new year, talk about shopping pulak..XD...


anyway~ wish everyone who read this post happy chinese new year~~~
to all the people i know and who knows me,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
GONG XI FA CHAI~
新年快乐~
恭喜发财~
心想事成~
天天开心~


~Ginny~
~1.46am~